2003-01-20 @ 3:56 a.m.
Got Back From Walking 5 Hours ~~ im really not cool
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Jennifer: I miss her...
Mood: An odd blend of regret, anger, fatigue, sadness, and hungry
Music: I sang along while walking, it was kinda fun :P
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Well, i walked for about 5 hours ... walked to bella vista, then a lil farther, then home
I spent most of that time thinking.. all alone, all to myself...
I realize I hate jill, but the worst time I fucked up was between me n Jennifer. Jill deserved most of what she got, and earned the rest ... Jennifer never really did anything ... I was given a special opportunity, but i fscked it up. *sigh* im so dumb
And now, I have another opportunity with Ali, but im starting to really fuck this up too ... Well, thats assuming I havnt already.
I wish I could make things right, that I knew exactly what I had to do to make everyone happy.
plus, i miss jennifer
im tired n hungry now.. and my feet hurt
so im gonna go
-0ut
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