2002-12-31 @ 6:03 a.m.
!~* cant wait till monday *~!

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too bad

im still alive

i havnt done anything to change that yet

but i have it all planned out

im so curious, whats next?

by the end of vacation; ill know.

:D

im excited

finally, something new

something not-so-dreadful

happiness

:D

I hate life

Jill hates me; prolly wont mind me gone, all her secrets are safe

everyone i like, their lives quickly turn sour

plus, there really is NO point whatsoever

at all

:P

I wonder if anyone even checks this anymore?

prolly not

~~~

christmas was horrible

spent a whole 2 days as lauras b/f ; kiel n her keep fscking tho .... i kno, for a fact, the first day we went to both hospitals, the day she ended it, they fscked.

I Know That

poor natalie

but see, i never have a girl, because i refuse to lie ...

stupid girls.. never want the truth, only some stupid little fantasy, even if the truth could be better

they WANT to be lied to

anyways...

not that ill have to deal with this fscked up horrid place anymore

:D

im so happy *smiles bright*

the only thing i hav to look forward to........................

I Am Not l33t, I Deserve D34th

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