2003-03-13 @ 9:57 p.m.
*SCREAMS* Grounding, unemployment, boredom, all the little things!! *feels kiels pain*

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Mood: Im getting more-angry every second.. No Christina = Rage.

URL:Sign The Guestbook!

Music: Alkaline Trio doesnt apply anymore ... odd (so what does?)

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a few random useless things to all 3 of you who actually look at this thing *i pretend theres, like, 1000 so i feel good inside tho*

christina inadventently reminded me i hav a guestbook, so im now putting the ph34r of retribution into all who look upon this entry! Sign My Stupid Fucking Guestbook!!!!!!!!!!!

second, when answering a 'how are you' i realized something in a reply "christina basically auto-conforms my status to: "Happy" i cant seem to feel any other way when shes in mind"

... that is a good thing :D

and im sure theres at least a few chicks who feel dumb, cuz it might had bein them.. altho there dumb, and prolly would hav stayed that way.. i dont kno, im shutting up

..

seriously, im thinking that most of the problems iv had, christina has also had, or almost had but averted somehow.. we are very alike personality-wise ...

for instance, we were talking about how her relationships usually end.. she usually gets accused of being annoying n clingy ... and if you were in the room with me, you would hav noticed at that moment my eyes doing that weird-heart-thing that happens in cartoons ... yeah, I dig clingy, mostly because i am, and can apprecite the motive of "if you spend tyme with someone, and it makes you happy; then why not spend -more- tyme with them?" ... no one else seem to understand... this world is fucked up

grr!

i need money, and today i got a cool idea! i could get a loan, set to pay off while im in the Navy... i get about $5000, my life becomes -perfect-

*drools* .. of course, the interest would be killer... but oh well, i think it would be worth it.. plus, interest boosts the economy, so itd be akin to contributing to charity :)? .. right?

but whatever

im pissed.. cuz im broke, and i havnt seen Christina in multiple dayz, during a tyme when the relationship most-needs my attention ... and im broke... and im bored most of the day.. grr

now, as iv said earlier.. in a perfect world, or video game, i could use these skillz n make money...

nope, not IRL

grr

-0ut

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