2003-01-20 @ 3:56 a.m.
Got Back From Walking 5 Hours ~~ im really not cool

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Jennifer: I miss her...

Mood: An odd blend of regret, anger, fatigue, sadness, and hungry

Music: I sang along while walking, it was kinda fun :P

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Well, i walked for about 5 hours ... walked to bella vista, then a lil farther, then home

I spent most of that time thinking.. all alone, all to myself...

I realize I hate jill, but the worst time I fucked up was between me n Jennifer. Jill deserved most of what she got, and earned the rest ... Jennifer never really did anything ... I was given a special opportunity, but i fscked it up. *sigh* im so dumb

And now, I have another opportunity with Ali, but im starting to really fuck this up too ... Well, thats assuming I havnt already.

I wish I could make things right, that I knew exactly what I had to do to make everyone happy.

plus, i miss jennifer

im tired n hungry now.. and my feet hurt

so im gonna go

-0ut

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