2003-01-14 @ 11:49 p.m.
more typing, ranting, lateda
*~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ >
E-Mail me! I know you hav somethin to say!!
$~ Nothing Ventured, Nothing Gained ~$
Music: 36 songs, all being enjoyable. My new playlist ~
*~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ >
this is what, like, my fourth entry?
in case you hadnt guess, when im home, im online alot; when im out, im not online alot. And if i use my car, im not home alot .... now, being that my car is away *sad*, that means lots of tyme online to bitch about any random thing
i went to dwights, where keck, jeff, and alyssa *dwights asleep in his room* ... i give her the reply-note, spend a good hour talking about kiel n dan ... then we havta leave, since its 10. me n jeff walk down the street, and stand at the corner of rollingwood n rusch, jus talkin about all sorts of stuff, most involving chick of one kind or another ...
then i walked home
now im here
*sigh* ... theres a serious problem with liking chicks who kno where the diary is -> they can look at it.
and so, since i do happen to like a few chicks at a tyme *The main/only benefit to being un-taken* , it feels weird to talk about them ... since they are gonna look, and see stuff about other chicks ... so by venting, letting me relax so that i hav a better chance, i actually screw myself since those chicks are reading n not-liking me
Grr.
so, my solution -->> If you cant tolerate my inner thoughts *well, not too inner, none of those are here ;)* , then you really werent being sad about not-having.
So, back to the rant
I think im being avoided by both Ali n Adrian ... ali disappears between my online-ness, and adrian i doubt would ever care anyways
I think Alyssa tho ... if you read all her notes in order, youd see a definate increase in the likingness amount ... but that could be all friends-only crap ... which she'd agree with ... well, if it werent fer keck
some recent news from natalie suggests that Rosemary hates me ... *sarcastic tear* ... so im going to not care
And i now kno why jeff can be so lame and yet feel so good ... -_Apathy_-
i need to fine-tune my template.. a few lil things wrong with it
but only a few :)
becky iz taken, which pisses me off ... but shes also far away ... i dunno, shes really the only one i can trust.
And, iv decided something; I never Ever agin will leave a girl for another. There will have to be a true, clear, and unresolvable problem in the relationship before i am going to end it.
and so i will prevent myself from EVER EVER EVER being in this horrid situation EVER agin!
im gonna make another page, more about me ... like, an -ABOUT ME- page
:)?
-0ut
*~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ >
~WakingUp !~@~! Zeroe'dIn~
Index.html~
Archives~
Profile~
Email!~
Guestbook!~
Cast!~
ringz~
Jill!~
n0tes~
AboutME~
Surveyz~
host?