2002-12-22 @ 5:33 a.m.
I will warn with a entry ~ but this isnt such a warning ; its too late/early ; grr

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im afraid i figured it out

Im here to like, advance n improve, right?

i figured out today the hardest, usually impossible thing for me; my sin-weakness, i cant not-commit it. Lust, gluttony, idol-> all can be ignored n suppressed...

But I Can Never Ignore Wrath :)

thats why all this fscked up shit has bein happening, because I need to be forced into curing my own derangement. Every other anytyme... like, I keep having to fix things about me... and i figured out 2

Wrath *mentioned above*

and also, i treat chicks like there taken, and/or half-unwanted... because somehow, that helps?

Chicks are dumb, but im learning my way around it

on a side note; put those two together, and i was gonna exact revenge for these few weeks... months.. err.. years, on myself by killing me :D

It'll work too

but first i need to see if everything becomes good after taking my own advice :)

-0ut

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