2002-11-24 @ 7:01 a.m.
im really hoping this isnt my last entry ~ but dont hold your breath
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im sorry fer not updating.. im usually too busy with my FUCKED up life
i hate things, all sorts n colors n shapes of things
and when i dont hate any particular thing, it will decide to premptivly hate ME so that my only course of action iz retaliation.
Now, i shall see where my life left off
***Checks last entry***
okay, friday
i wake up, drive w/ jordan n piper *lilly* places
decide to not go to the council show
chill wit kiel
lots of jill-drama
i slept in my car that nite; and thankfully did not kill myself
today*yesturday* i woke up, went to kiels
went all over places w/ piper n jordan
and kiel
ended up at jills; more drama
dan was there ?
went to game, which was insanely boring
used my l33t to bug jill at 1:30; she still hasnt dumped dan
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conclusions
well, jill tryed to call everything off, because apparently im trying too hard, i care too much
fsck her
she knows if she does that; im gone, permanently
tried becoming friends *and maby more* wit alyssa ... but shes fsckin mean; agin, tryin too hard, caring too much
stupid hypocritical girls
cant make up there fscking minds
if i dont care, im an asshole; they hate me
if i care, im creepy *WTF?*; agin, not good
so, this sick little game has driven me to madness and suicide :D
I have the whole thing planned too :)
*Smiles brightly, my own demise is the only fun thought left*
but i cant tell cuz someone might try to stop me
ill write it all out tho, when they find me, itll rock
hopefully it will get posted, so that everyone can witness these few months of infinite potencial thrown away by ignorant little girls
Fuck
-0ut
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