2002-08-31 @ 10:34 p.m.
pointless self-pity entry
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all iv done since my last entry was sleep n chat ....
Im lonely ... intronet isnt fixing it anymore ...
earlyier i impulsily slammed my hand into my headboard .. it wasnt a very impressive sound, not a very damaging blow - but it stung wildly, i curl up into a lil ball, i couldnt see straight ...
im not enjoying life
grr
hopefully this ends soon
im losing my standards i think, my morality *yeah, whats left of it* .... anything that breathes is starting to sounds like an appealing prospect .. at least i could pretent im loved ..
*holds back tears*
im not typing anymore ... maby ill sleep or hangout wit people laterz, i dunno
-0ut
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